I haven't posted anything since moving back to the States. So here I go at the end of 2011.
I've been pretty overwhelmed and stressed since moving back. The whole job/money/school situation is not good. I have a job but don't work often (definitely not enough), the money is sadly lacking, and school is a work in progress. It all is a work in progress. I've been trying to stay positive with everything but sometimes that's just really hard. I really need to start putting in the leg work to find new opportunities. It's hard when there are other uncertainties in your life but no more excuses. I'm applying for new job/learning opportunities and will be visiting a school in a couple weeks. Also, deadlines for grad school are mid-February so I do need to get cracking on that.
To end this post on a positive note here are some positives in my life:
1. Cody - his love and encouragement has gotten me through all the bad stuff this year. Even when he's dealing with the same things he always helps me if I'm "having a moment." I'm so lucky to have him in my life. He is an amazing partner and couldn't imagine anyone better to walk this life with.
2. our dog Mia - she is such a love. Always there to give a kiss or snuggle. She's the best german shepherd hands down!
3. Rock climbing - I've been steadily improving since I started up again when we moved back. It gives me a sense of accomplishment and confidence.
4. the zoo - I volunteer at the local zoo in the Aquatics building. I adore all of the birds and turtles. Check out Diamondback Terrapin Turtles...so stinkin' cute. There's an oystercatcher (bird) named Benny...he's hilarious. Oh and the terns are pretty funny too. They all have such cute little personalities and I am fortunate enough to be able to take care of them.
5. my hair - I get a lot of compliments on it and it makes me feel good : ) especially since I honestly don't do anything to it!
6. my nephew Jack - darling little boy. If I sit down with my arms wide open and say "Jack, can Auntie have a hug?" he runs full speed ahead with arms wide open and gives me one...best cure to anything. ever.
7. my mum and dad - no matter what happens between us they are there for me 100% and I can't thank them enough for that.
So when life gets you down, instead of focusing on the negatives, try to push them aside and make a list of the positives and the negatives don't seem so bad anymore : )
Hope everyone had a great holiday and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
-S
